I just cant seem to get over you. I've tried, seriously. But just a glimpse of you, anywhere, and that glimpse of you will appear in my mind every second. I cant stop thinking about you, cant stop worrying for you. Yet it is a painful fact that you have many others who are so much closer to you. I can only sit in a corner, looking at the joy you are enjoying with many others, feeling the deep pain and sorrow in my heart. Then i realised, we have totally different perceptions, and we are used to two totally different styles of loving. Its frustrating, but this IS REALITY. We're drifting apart, and it seems wadever I do, i will only further the distance between us. There is little i can do about it, except to feel the eternal pain, and to wait for YOU to pull me out of the bottomless pit...