HEY PEEPS! Seems like its been a few days since i updated. Well, for the past 2-3 days, the surface, physical, has been great for me! Im All Smiles!; but only on the surface! Deep within, there are some things tt have been known once again, & i feel funny. I don't know how to show my maturity, without changing my noisy attitude! When i'm noisy, people think i'm childish. When i'm quiet, they think i'm either sad, unhappy, or out of my mind. I don't know how to explain this feeling, but I know the me presented to everyone, is not EVERYTHING abt me! & it's kind of bugging me bcos it has given me problems for a few times alr. I seriously don't know how to handle it!!! :O

Okay, anw, past few days have been boring, so shall not mention! Today's my uncle's birthday! SO, i didnt go for match today, in order to celebrate his birthday tgt! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Things were fine, enjoyable, HAPPY when we were having dinner, & I truly enjoy the feeling!
But now, awkwardness, uncomfort, & self-doubt is filling my mind. I need to transform to MegaEMO alr! -.-

Bros over Girls.?

Caught The Hangover with YuHan today. Was nice! :DDD
Met Karine, had a quick dinner together, walked arnd Lot1, and trained back to AMK!
Went ChongBoon area to find XiaoJie&SiewHoon, & slacked awhile(:
It was a last-minute decision. SORRY STEPH!
& I'm at home now, realising that my life is getting boring.
I feel especially bored during weekends, when it is the only time for me to go out and enjoy, but yet i waste them away.
SIAN.

Yesterday went home straight after school, nua-ed awhile, and trained to Novena to meet Samantha&Beverly(: Had roughly a 10-min walk to the ThomsonRoadBaptistChurch for LUWEI PERFORMING ARTS 2x YEARS ANNI! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Met KELVIN, JACOB, CORINNE, LINDSEY, ALEX THERE! MISS THEM MANZXZXZXZXZ~
Had some Worship&Fun, & left for home at arnd 10(:

Woke up @ 8.30 this morning, & i was still late for PoolTraining today, BY AN HOUR! LOL! Today Eugene&Co. didnt come, only me, lonely me. Thank God for giving me sociability! HAH! Blended in with a bunch of guys&girls, and we blended well! :DDD Now i no need shy alr, WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! After training, trained back to Hougang for lunch with NGSIEWKIANG. & guess wad we ate? BAN MIAN! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I love the BanMian there, SERIOUSLY! Lunched till 5 lidat, & I realised by the time i reach Church, Fellowship end alr. -.- SO! Left for home instead, while SiewKiang went NDP with her JC CLASSMATE. LOL. Practically slacked arnd home @ nite for this two days, & i feel so uneasy. I'm a night owl, I NEED TO GO OUT & RELEASE MY ENERGY @ NITE! ROAR~!

I don't know. Say you love me! :O

Wed was an INTERESTING day in school! Whole class had to wear formal for the day, :DDDD

I think I looked quite alright in my 'formal' wear, but ppl say i look like taxi driver! -.-

OVERALL, IT WAS FUN! :D



Yesterday was an extremely tiring and headache-ful day. Had sch as usual till 4 lidat, then went CausewayPoint with YuHan for my 'dinner' before going to SP. We were playing a word game & it slowly transformed into a vulgarity game! LOL! After having our food and all, we went out to the MRT Station there & chatted for a while, while waiting for Eugene, Stan and Andy. They came, YuHan left, & we 4 headed to SP for our very first Pool Training! I tell you, from Dover MRT walk to the clubhouse only hor, is our first routine for every training, training for STAMINA, if you know wad i mean. -.-
Reached, & trained(: As we already knew the basics, the four of us were slacking arnd, shooting loose balls all over. We even went to GehKiang go start a 9Ball game, & we got our just desserts - Tio shoot by the coach. -.- After tt, serious alr loh. Learnt the PROPER technique to Stop Ball, and I practised, practised, practised! Hmm, still not tt good, but at least now i know where to hit the ball! :D training ended at 10, & we stayed thr to play free&easy pool thr till 11(: Realised tt there are rather good players in the team! & I need my own cue! RARR! Someone buy it for me pleaseeeeeeee~ Left there at arnd 11, & cabbed home, as we were too lazy, & dono the way. The ride was fast, reached home @ arnd 11.45, & only paid $3 for the cab fare. CHEAP! was having a headache, so reached home, ate panadol, & GOODNITE! :D

Today I woke up late again. ZzZ. Luckily, Amelia and Theresa decided to cab to sch, so they waited for me & we cabbed(: Reached RP, & saw Stephanie in her Formal wear! :DDDDDDD
& im v cold now, & i gotta do work alr, so...

TO BE CONTINUED, MAYBE TMR(: ... ...

PHOTOS(:






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RANDOM!






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W14G <3




RANDOM!


Master&Toy(:

Master&Toy(:

Yesterday went home straight after school, in my taxi-driver looking clothes. -.-
NUA-ed at home till parents came back & went to NEWYORK to have dinner(:
hmm, i dont really like eating newyork, but thank God i found something nice to eat, PASTA! :D
The rest of the food isn't tt good, IMO. zz, my parents ordered alot of mushroom-related foods. MACHAM having MUSHROOM FEAST! -.- couldn't finish our food, so packed up the fried stuffs & brought them along with me to XiaoJie house thr(: Slacked with him for awhile, & we were chatting at alot of possibilities and questions about covering up for murders and rumours etc. I heard from him tt Michael Jackson's corpse was found @ NeverLand arnd two years ago. & so everything seems so strange now. It's just tt simple, people are lazy to really go and dwell deep to find out the truth. Went home at 10plus & wanted to use the com, but alot of technical fault! was pekchek & decided not to use. -.-

I just reached sch. ALRIGHT, OFF TO WORK! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I wanna slp now. A lot is going on in my mind, & it's affecting my mood. I wanna sleep, to temporarily take away the mixed feelings in me. I wanna sleep, so I can wake up feeling fresh, anew! I wanna stay happy~

SIEWKIANG'S BIRTHDAY(:

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! & if im not wrong, its TOHWENHUI'S old skin. LOL. but tis is REALLY, REALLY, NICE! :DDD

Alright! Sch days as per normal~
Ytd after sch went KFC to makan with YUHAN&STEPH(: After tt, slacked arnd @ mac and went to TIMEZONE for some fun! (Them, not me. THEIR the kids!) Went home @ arnd 6.30, had dinner, used com, bla-ed with mainly yuhan & steph thru msn, and NITE FOR ME! :DDD

TODAY HAD PROGRAMMING. quite diff to understand actually. Sian loh, but in the end still can do! :DDDDD
After sch met Steph, and her classmates. All girls, & I was SUPER PAISEH! -.- went CWP's G2000, as Steph fren wanna find formal wear for Enterprise(: After tt, went STARBUCKS for coffee, & slacked awhile thr. THE CARAMEL MUFFIN FUCKING NICE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Headed to BukitBatok, WestMall, with Steph, to get some things. Went the MAC thr slack and chit chat till 8plus, & sent her home(: HER CONDO SCARY ONE, CAN LOST ONE! -.-
Headed home, & reached only @ 10.30. LATE LOH! Was trying out some clothes just now to figure out how to wear formally&stylishly to sch tmr, & I think i got it JUST RITE. :DDDDDDD

K, i'll end here! NITE PEOPLE! :D

I'm Glad To Have Great Brothers, Like Sean, Jin, Nigel, WilsonS, Nicholas, & not forgetting SEC SCH BROS! :DDDDDDDDD

You Make Me SMILE((((((((((((:

1. Enjoy playing and doing wad you like to do while you still can, meaning now.
2. Look on the bright side to alot of things, bcos you know although you dont like to do them, but you will have to do those things in order to receive better things in the future.
3. Anything you do, do it for yourself, and not for others!
4. Do something because you like it!
5. Enjoy life now, cos in SINGAPORE, you cant enjoy life ANYMORE when you start working.
6. If you decide to do something, make sure you do your best! & tt after doing it, you wont regret!
7. LASTLY! TREASURE YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL FRENS! THEY ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRENS IN THE PAST, NOW, AND IN THE FUTURE!

COURTESY OF LIUXIAOJIE, LONG-TIME BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(:

Yesterday had match! but SAF lost 2-0 to super reds. the linesman and ref all pajiao and kisiao one. -.- nth else much ytd(:

TODAY! KENA PUT AEROPLANE BY SOMEONE. nvm. So afternoon went tuanqi! learnt abt Methodist, okokay lah, dont really get it. LOL. nvm. Then evening went CDC find Nicholas BRO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Had BBQ session thr, awhile nia, then slacked thr awhile, played games, and then left. LOL!
Went back AMK with Nick, then went our seperate ways. I went to find XIAOJIE! V HAPPY! THANK GOD I SLACKED WITH HIM TODAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so, reached his house thr arnd 10. Slacked & we talked abt our lives now. Obviously, both of us prefer our secondary school life, where we can play like nobody business. oh how WE miss sec sch life. now all of us busy with our own things, tt we dont even have time for ourselves. its important to have time for ourselves, to do wad we like. We chatted abt life, & he taught me alot of things. PEOPLE, DO WAD YOU LIKE NOW WHEN YOU STILL CAN. ONCE YOU'RE IN THE WORKING SOCIETY, YOU WONT HAVE TIME TO DO THINGS THAT YOU LIKE ANYMORE. & i realised my family doesn't understand how i feel & think at all! regretted not playing to the MAX when i was in sec sch, super regret wasting my time doing shit when i was young. How much i wish i could freeze time~
ANW, went home at 12plus, & reached home at 12.30, cos of my parents. -.-
BUT! IM SO HAPPY NOW! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
NITE!

RARRRR! LOL! i love roaring nowadays! ANYWAYS, its been a CRAZY week so far, and im glad things have been cleared up between us! YAY! HAPPY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anw, yesterday had training! :DDDDD
& I finally learned how to SQUAT! YES PPL! DONT LAUGH! I SERIOUSLY JUS LEARNT HOW TO SQUAT PROPERLY! -.- soooo, whole training ytd was focused on doing toss and BKT.
steady sia the BKT group, ALL GIRLS! *CLAPS* :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
then was conditioning. walao KILLER man the conditioning. Wanna vomit blood. Makan-ed, and homed! & i only slept at 2plus ytd! ... ... ...

so now you can imagine how tired i am today? i woke up late, YET AGAIN. & i found myself unable to turn my head to the right. -.- anw, today SA also wanted to late, so we both slowly slowly, take our time, blahblahblah. LOL! Amelia dowan late, so she went to sch first. Met Sa, and trained to woodlands to meet her GOOD FREN, CherryQQ! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
We went to kfc SIT. never buy anything from thr at all, & i still v buay paiseh-ing-ly sit thr eat my own bread. LOL. went back to class, & class as normal today. Some cork act happened during lunchbreak. wthhhhhhhhhhhhh. -.- & when i went back class, only left me & kenneth in the grp. EVEN MORE CORK ACT! -.- in the end, we two present. lucky got STEPHANIE chat with me. THX GIRL! :DDDDD we two same birthday sia!!! HOHO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
After tt got programming UT, & most ppl will say, "dont talk abt it". if not, it will be like tis, "@#%!$%$^%#^@#%#$%$@#$@$!@$@#$!@$@#%@#%$#" -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
Went back AMK soon after UT, waited for Sa to meet up with junyan, then went kpool play awhile(: saw ryan thr, & i lost to him in a race to 2. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
HAD DINNER AT HOME! :DDD long time never eat home food alr, & i love it! THX MUMMY!

Things have been cleared up, and im glad we're alright now. I really feel v happy and comfortable talking to you, but when i think deeper into things, i will feel sad and discouraged. im so MIXED UP!!! ):

im pissed now! damn it. need give attitude? -.-

anw, having programming today, & i realised i am quite confused, and very pekchek. i dowan to do anymore. FUCK.

Yesterday went to cut and dye hair after school with Sean. In the end Sean didnt dye. lol. I dono if my hair looks nicer or uglier now. -.-

HI PEOPLE! IM BACK TO POST! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

FRIDAY ~
nothing much on fri i guess. Went sch, had lessons, ended school, went home to put bag, and CHIONG to CCK for Karine's cell group meeting. Wad can i say man? it was a very fresh experience for me(: but after the meeting i had a v bad shoulder ache, which in turn led to a neck ache, which is UNBEARABLE! -.- so went home, and straight DOWN on my bed.

SATURDAY ~
morning wake up, neck still pain, so i didnt go for Luwei's audition. & i feel superduperhyper bad abt it, cos i promised Lindsey, but in the end i didn't make it. -.-
So, rotted at home for the whole day until evening, felt better, due to afternoon nap! So evening went to prepare to meet THIAJIEWEI! she say 7, in the end muo until 7plus 8 then met. LOL! trained down to Marina Square to find SiewKiang KuanLeng and others, to celebrate SIEWKIANG's 17TH BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
anw, they were having buffet, while Jiewei and I headed to Han's for dinner, due to some issues abt time and coordination. Met up again after dinner for the 'Cake Session'. MUAHAHAHAHA!
This year not really fun. Jus a $25 Han's cake smashed on her face, nothing really exciting. Maybe cos at town ah, then cant make until jiajialat, lol. After cleaning up and everything, went to play POOL! :DDDDD Kenneth the noob keep losing, and he even lost to Beverly. But understandable lah, after all, Beverly is Ryan teach come out one mah. HEHE. Wah and Siewkiang jiewei xinni all know how to play pool alr. Tt's GOOD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
There was a very sick conversation on xinni and her cleavage. -.-
played till 12.45 lidat, then jiewei kenneth and I cabbed down to Thomson while the rest cabbed home(: we 3 slacked awhile with Ryan and Weijian. WALAO SO LONG NEVER SEE THEM ALR! slacked till 2plus lidat, then jiewei and i cabbed home first. Reached home, and decided not to slp, cos i gona have performance very early next day, and i scared cant wake up. SO! used com! used awhile, chat chat with SIEWKIANG, and I got all excited and HAPPY after listening to her sharing about something! HEHE. I'll pray for her! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SUNDAY ~
So used com till 4plus 5, then went to prepare and all, and met Amelia, Theresa and JunYan. Cabbed down to CCK STADIUM. Headed to an event called 'Mass Cycling & Walk' to perform(:
It was v early, weather was cold, so we couldn't really warm up our muscles. so during rehearsal, v jialat. But thank God we pulled it off during the actual performance(: after the event, went back to stadium for breakfast, and slacked till 10plus 11 to meet YiMiao and her fren. along with Karine(: went for CHC's service today, and really thank God for blessing with me determination, energy and focus during sermon, cos initially i was falling asleep alr, but in the end i could focus and i learnt alot from the preacher today(: PRAISE THE LORD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
went back to stadium to slp after service, as we were superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired. -.-
Had match against SengkangPunggol jus now, and we won 2-0. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
okay! shall stop here! my eyes shutting alr! NITE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sister, sorry abt the thing that happened a few days ago. It was a small problem, and im sorry abt it. I dont wanna see our long time frenship jus be blown away bcos of a small misunderstanding. I really dono how to face you to tell you tis, so i shall jus tell you here and hope that you read tis. I hope after reading tis, we will be able to be like we were before we quarreled. Chatting non-stop and crazily etc etc. SORRY SISTER! =/

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This is the first time in school i feel like a fool when doing presentation. Its not that i dono a single shit, its jus that there are too many brains and too little points to cover. To think i was so stupid enough to even do my task, when i knew similar points were going to be presented. I am sucha fool.


The first photo i took with Amelia. (I think!)


Egos.

YES! I've learnt how to upload photos on blog! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Some retarded photos(:


















I like the bun(:

YO! Had match yesterday! SAF VS GOMBAK.
And if i did not rmb wrongly the score was SAF 4 -1 Gombak. ROAR!
then those Gombak sore losers, keep provoking. -.-
worse somemore, all are YPs! HAI. -.-
Almost fought, but the SAF security stopped everything.
After tt slacked with NAD and ADI @ TEMPON!
Slacked till 10.45 lidat then went to MAC! ADI TREATED US SIAAAAAAAAAAA! THANKS!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Homed at 11plus, and only reached home at 12!
was dam tired, so slept at 12.30(:

CURRENTLY HAVING LESSONS!
& im gonna snap soon.
I HATE MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank God there was AmeliaTanHuiQi to save me. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
She sent me her worksheet. THANKS AMELIA!
Just took retarded photos with FOONGYUHAN. I HAVE OFFICIALLY BECOME HER TOY. -.-

Off to study~~~

HOHO! ANOTHER DAY OF POSTING. :D

Well, had MATCH on Friday, and SAF WON 3-1! :D
That's the only high on fri i guess. Ohya, and the whole SAF was so into the Indian thingy. LOL!

Sat was a boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. -.-
Morning went to pay respects to my grandparents(:
After that I actually wanted to go straight to church for fellowship, but was TOO EARLY!
so, went home to take a nap before going. And the result : LATE!
seriously, i was dam tired, so when i woke up i jus slowly prepared. S-L-O-W-L-Y.
After fellowhsip, went back home to have dinner. My nanny and family came! :DDDDDDDDDD
was so happy as i haven't seen them for a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time.
Watched Harry Potter on Channel 5, and slept as soon after the show ended(:
ohya, i gave JieWei the wrong suggestion, causing her extra trouble. SORRY BRO!

TODAY - MY 1ST CHEER PERFORMANCE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was excited, and i woke up at 4.45 lidat. Bathed and everything, and cabbed down to CCK STADIUM. Reached arnd 6.35, and prepared to go HORTPARK. Cab fare was cheaper today, as there was no peak charge or midnight charge(:
& YES, i messed up at 3rd stunt. SORRY! =/
nua-ed thr, having breakfast(branch to be exact). and we realised KARINE CAN REALLY EAT!
After that was the lucky draw, & SAF ppl won alot of prizes! AND THAT FRO-DO WON A 1K PLUS LONGINES WATCH! -.-
anws, SAF can open restaurant alr. The SAF people won 3 rice cookers, and one soup pot. ZAI RITE?! LOL!
Thing ended and headed back to cck. Went home after tt, and slept till evening.
Jus came back from slacking with KENNETHLUAHJINKAI. Long time never see him alr, and he's still as cock. LOL! Really miss those days tt the few of us always slack together, either at thomson or anywhere. I shall find one day go thomson have prata and slack with Kenneth, Ryan, WeiJian and XiaoJie! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Went home early yesterday and had dinner with family(: its been a long time since i ate with them. After dinner i went to sleep straight, and woke up again at 12plus. Slept again at 3plus, and woke up today at 6.30. One word = TIRED!

Today is dam sian, reached school, and i had NO THERMOMETER. Thanks to Theresa, i managed to cheat my way into school. HEHE. THANKS SIS! :D
OUR DEAR MoonWalker faci has been in contact with a suspected H1N1 case, and he didnt come today. Then a LANJIAO faci took over him. Totally never do work, (k lah, at least did ONE question; =x) and the whole day is DAMMMMMMMMMM BORED!
Feeqar helped me massage my shoulders, which are dam SUAN. She's good at it man! THX YO!
Thank GOD got beloved JIEWEI KOR to pei me chat! HAHA.
Called HIM(xD) to chat for awhile, before HE continued MUGGING. Poor thing, poly still need to mug until as if you're in JC.
Webcamming with her now, but she M.I.A. -.-
Today the replacement faci sibei guailan. Whole class dont like him. EH GO SUCK YOUR DOG'S DICK LAH HOR FUCKTARD! -.-

LATER GOT MATCH, VS ALBIREX NAGATA, A.K.A. JAPAN FEEDER FC.
IM DEFINITE SAF WILL WIN! :D

I didn't know jiewei could be so feminine. Im STUNNED.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Had match on Tues, with WOODLANDS WELLINGTON, A.K.A. KAMBENG. LOL!
We thrashed them, 4-1! WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Yesterday, had training! was our last training before Sunday's performance, and some main problems occured. Well, hope everything can go smoothly on Sunday! :D
Reacted stupidly yesterday due to some things, and i really feel so stupid reacting that way. -.-

Anyways, IN SCHOOL NOW! :D
Chatted with YuHan just now, and told her everything. She gave me her views on the situation, and it makes sense. I feel so much better now(: THX YUHAN!!! :D
WALAO POOL TRAINING CANCELLED! -.-

Sorry to the two parties that i have caused trouble for! *