IM BACK!

2010-07-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

Taking Advantage

2010-03-14T02:02:00.002+08:00

BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU, AND DON'T TRY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HIM.

This phrase was on my mind when I was taking my shower just now. I don't know how, it just struck my head.

You see, this phrase is very easy to understand, very easy to say it out.

E.g. God, through your parents, have provided you with money. Therefore, you should thank Him. However, He knows that the amount of money He has given you is sufficient, so DO NOT try to ask for more so that you can spend on other unneeded stuff.

This is a simple example of thanking God for what He has given us, and not try to take advantage of Him.

See, its a simple theory. It's easy to understand, easy to share with other people(:
BUT, is it that easy to actually apply this theory, this phrase, this VIRTUE every single time?

Personally, I don't really apply this virtue everytime. In fact, I don't apply this theory most of the time. & that's why, I don't call myself a Christian ... ... YET. Because of these little things that I fail to apply as an Image of God, a Child of God, I feel that I am NOT ready to be called a Christian yet, but I will make it someday.

For non-christians, this theory can also be applied to you!

BE THANKFUL FOR WAD HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU, AND NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT.

Again, a phrase simple to understand, to share with, but to apply? Well, that depends on yourself :D

E.g. When your mum gives you a piece of chocolate, you should thank her for it, and not ask for more, or make noise that one is not enough.

Just sharing with you guys my thoughts when I was bathing, (:

Well, off to get my piece of FERRERO ROCHER ... ...

2010-01-22T12:48:00.001+08:00

Words Really Cannot Express How Much I Love You(:

2010!

2010-01-03T06:05:00.002+08:00

woah! its the new year! & one year has passed so quickly! In 2009, it can be counted as the most fruitful year so far! After graduating from secondary, I have known a bunch of truely greatest, most cherished, frens, and I am so glad that I have known them! In addition, polytechnic life has definitely changed my character. Growing has been very quick in 2009, and in the first half of the year, Y.P. was written all over my face, but in the recent months, I have also grown more knowledgable, wise, and sort of, more mature. A lot has happened last year, especially the last quarter of 2009, and these 'misfortunes' were actually a blessing in disguise, as they have helped me realise and cherish the true friends I have, and the wonderful family I own. In 2009, I have also made new friends, and have also carved out a strong friendship with some of them(: I have also gone into cheerleading, but I have been resting these two months, so I am hoping for a fresh start come the next training! Obviously, i have gotten fat these past two months, so... HAHA! Met up with secondary schoolmates on a few occasions, and the times we spent together were moments to savour(: alright! here comes my resolutions! :DDD

-To get good grades in school! (-.-)
-to strengthen friendships, and hope to rebuild bridges that were broken with some friends(:
-gain my physical fitness back! i need that for cheerleading! :D
-learn more about how this world works, so that I can adapt to the environment, and grow more mature(:
-and yes, like how my frens always tease me, continue waiting for my true love. HAHA.
-aiya actually i also don't know wad my resolutions are, but these few above are the more obvious ones. haha. HAPPY NEW YEAR! have a wonderful year ahead guys! :DDD

2009-10-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

OKAY! Quick, short post since I am SO fucking bored in sch now. Warriors' Night is round the corner! & that means training, training and MORE training. Im drained, & I believe fatigue is starting to take over the team, as ppl are getting tired and injured more often. Hope this ends soon. Fatigue causes temperamental problems, and I am so not enjoying it, TRUST ME.

THE A-DRAIN IS BACK! LOL!

2009-10-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

OKAY PEEPS! (OKAY THERESA I THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE READING MY BLOG, LOL!) IM BACK! HAHAHAHAHHA!

Okay, hols for the past few weeks! I've enjoyed them! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Mostly spent time with my best buddies, (lets have some ahbeng language!) PBT, BROS 1314(okay, tis is YP language, -.-) XIAOJIE, RYMAN, ALWIN! NOT FORGETTING, Theresa, BangBang, JunYan, JunHao! & not forgetting others like Nicole, MINA TINGYI, FAMILY etc(:

okay, shall not dwell on the past few weeks! shall start from MONDAY, THERESALEESZESIAN'S BIGGEST DAY OF THE YEAR:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER LEE ON MONDAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

We went out; Me, BirthdayGirl, BangBang, JunYan, JunHao(:

Off to SeoulGarden @ Marina first! Ate alot of crap, HAHAHAHHAA. But we were really full! & Theresa's boyfren bought a pretty big ICECREAMCAKE for her! Cake was Y.U.M.M.Y! ME, being the glutton of the group, ate 3 BIG slices, but we still couldn't finish! SO! We gave the leftovers to two staffs working thr, mainly the two tt have been satisfying us during our time spent thr! :DDDDDDDDDD

SENTOSA NEXT! & we met TOHAHHWEE @ Dhoby, then trained thr tgt(:
Went to UNDERWATER WORLD, & you guys out thr who are reading this, trust me: YOU'LL NEVER REGRET PAYING $22.90 FOR THE TICKET TO UNDERWATERWORLD! (oops, typo. PLS take away the NEVER)

Personally, i agree tt I enjoyed myself thr, but seriously, $22.90 for 20min - 30min spent thr, for me personally, is N.O.T. worth it!

Nonetheless, we enjoyed ourselves thr, am I right sisterLEE? :DDDDDDDDDD

Went to training @ nite, & did a little bit of here and there stuff for preparation of WARRIORS' NIGHT! (wow, so grand! -.-) anw, trained back to AMK after training for MORE FUN!

Went to some random block to play our favourite game; POKER! HAHA! okay, I WON $$$ THIS TIME! LOL! Played and enjoyed and had fun and all, & it was HomeSweetHome(:

sisterLEE! HOPE YOU ENJOYED URSELF! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tuesday was work for me, & i went for work unprepared. But looking on the bright side, whr will you ever be able to find a job tt requires you to stone for 7 full hours, and get paid $5.50 an hour? No need to elaborate anymore, I believe you get my point.

Wednesday however, I brought a book to work today! Its a Man's guide to life. HAHAHA. I was so interested in it tt I ALMOST finished the whole dam book! & mind you if you were wondering how thick(or thin) the book was, it was 208 pages! Oh well, I'll finish reading it by tmr! :DDDDD
Met XiaoJie&Alwin after work, back at AMK's(: We cocked awhile, & off went Alwyn! Then it was (YP LANGUAGE TIME!) HeartToHeart talk with my CHINABRO. I really feel so injustified, undignified and sorry for him! Anw, for him to humble himself so much(as compared to his normal self) just for an average Joey really proves how powerful love(or maybe perceptions . . . illusions maybe?) is. MAKE THE WISE DECISION, BRO! (if you're ever reading this, -.-)
AmandaTay was another one like tt, & i jus find it so interesting(& amusing) tt whenever XiaoJie talks to me abt his stuff, Amanda will also talk to me abt her stuff. Three letters to describe the scenario: L.O.L.

& spiritually, God always talks to me in any possible way!(EVEN IN IMPOSSIBLE WAYS) Thru the book tt I've read today, the incidents tt happened today, I realised something. No matter how hard one tries to distance themself away frm God, even if they dont admit it, God is always in their hearts. I realised tt myself. Simple example, say you're an ex-Christian(thr's no such word in the dictionary). Even when you're badmouthing abt God & telling ppl how untrue God is, you're still talking abt God, which means your brain still thinks about Him, which means you'll never be able to get rid of God! THIS IS HOW POWERFUL GOD IS! REALLY! & I learnt something inspiring and meaningful frm God today; tt is to love your neighbours, not only love God, bcos when you are loving your neighbours, then you are living the life of Jesus, loving everyone else, regardless they are Christians, Buddhists, HECK! or even CRIMINALS!

On the last sentence of the day, I would really jus like to be thankful and glad to God, whoever the true God is, tt I have such a wonderful, close fren in XIAOJIE! Also, not forgetting others like Theresa! & MORE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

FINALLY!

2009-08-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

OKAY! AFTER MUCH DISTRACTIONS, I HAVE DECIDED TO POST TODAY! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

I have been rather busy, or too lazy, to post recently. HAHAHAHA.

Last week was UT week, so not really much happened(: Overall, I only know I flunked my Math and Programming UT, but I do think I can still pass my overall! :DDD

This week has been HECTIC! Monday&Tuesday were UT days, so from my memory, nothing much happened.
Wed, has training! Super SHIOK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! After training, Amelia cabbed home, and Theresa&JunYan went off by train, while I slacked awhile with teammates(: TIRING TRAINING, BUT SHIOK! :DDD
Thursday was a RUSH! Woke up early, & had pool training in the afternoon till evening. Evening, rushed back to CCK for match. Wah, was super hungry too, so straight ate when i reached. HAHA! SAF won Woodlands 1-0(:
SURPRISINGLY, Amelia&Theresa came for match today. :DDDDDDDDDDDD
So, homed with them after tt(:
FRIDAY, had a bad headache in the day, so slept at home for the whole day. -.-
Nite, went to find XiaoJie they all(: Slacked till 1 lidat, then homed! :DDDDDD
Alot of things to chat lah, & I can only say, JIAYOU BROTHER! :D
Today, had pool training. After pool training, went back AMK dinner with Theresa&AHGAN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
LONG TIME NEVER SEE AHGAN ALR! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
After dinner, went fountain slack till 11, then sent Theresa home, and homed(:

Alright, tt's abt all! :DDD

Ohya, I nearly teared on a bus ytd, for IDK wad reason. HAI, I'm going crazy with how I want things to be, but in reality it does not happen! Why, Why, WHY??? ):

LOVE.

2009-08-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

I have not posted for a longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time! Too lazy to post. HAHA. Even now, its bcos I simply have nothing to do, tty i post. HEHE.

The past week ended quite quickly, leaving me in a blur on what happened last week, so I shall not talk much about it!

Yesterday SAF match against Young Lions. SAF won 5.0, while Alexander scored his HAT TRICK! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

UT3 starting tmr sia! I don't like it, so sian! -.-
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K, end here! Totally falling asleep! -.-

I'm lost for words now, but one thing remains a fact, & I can tell you straight to your face, I LOVE YOU.

REST.

2009-08-11T14:47:00.002+08:00

YUHAN's 'Masterpiece' (:

HAD TRAINING YTD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
End up, Karine&Joseph both also never slp, and they like dying during training. By the time training end, they like fainting alr, LOL!
To be fair, training was rather enjoyable before the conditioning(: However, conditioning ytd was KILLER!
Seriously, although it seems we did lesser conditioning than usual, it was tougher!
By the time training end, all half dead, or worse! -.-
Went home after tt, and slp! I like only wake up to eat dinner and use com awhile, and slp back AGAIN. LOL.

TODAY, couldnt wake up today, as i needed alot of slp! In the end, slpt for 8 full hours(:
Woke up, prepared, & went to sch(: Im in sch now, & I hope i can get at least a C, as I truly dont really understand much of today's problem, and only contributed ONE slide. -.-
Gona go play pool later. EXCITED! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Yesterday nite after dinner, i used com awhile, and was reading thru my older posts. & it brought back many memories. Regardless good or bad, I was enjoying the past scenarios. I even laughed retardedly to myself when funny scenes of the past filled my mind. It was very, very enjoyable and relaxing(:
OKAY, PRESENTING SOON!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

The moment I see your face, I really wanna be with you together, forever(:

naT.O.N.al DAY! :D

2009-08-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

HEY YO! BACK TO BLOG! & its 6.14 AM NOW!
NOPE, i didnt think thrs sch today! I jus came back from tonning(:
Anw, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PPL! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Okay, had pool training on Sat, & went home after tt. My uncle came, so had dinner with him(:
After tt, practically ROTTED @ home. -.-
BUT, I still used the com till arnd 3 ytd, & had a little webcam session with YuHan(:

On SUNDAY, pulled myself up at 7plus! Totally didnt slp enuf man! -.-
Okay, woke up, prepared, & went for service, FINALLY! Oh THANK&PRAISE THE LORD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Had service, Sunday class and all, but i was half asleep during sermon&lesson. LOL.
Went Kovan for lunch with Kelvin, Kenneth, Bev, Denise(: WELCOME HOME DENISE! :DDD
We went to the Cosmo Cuisine eat, & the food thr was not bad(:
Went home SLEEP after tt, & woke up in the evening(: Had dinner, & rotted at home till 11 lidat, & went to find XiaoJie(:
On my way to MRT station to top up my EZ Link, saw Alwin&Ryman, so went with them(:
Met Xiao, & 4 of us slacked! We four like forever got things to talk one. Wont have a period tt we never talk(:
Alwin went home put bag, & brought food down! WOO. I CHIONGED for the PIZZAs and DRUMLETS! (hungry,)
Alwin & Ryman went home at 2plus, & actually, XiaoJie and I wanted go home too.
But in the end, from slack 15mins more become ton, LOL! We alot to talk abt lah!
We talked abt love, relationship, (mainly my probs), & our future 10 years down the road. Xiao told me he might not be going back to China after finishing his studies here. CHEERS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
& both of us predict a similar future, as both of us seem to have similar family situations. BROTHERS! :DDD
slacked till 4plus, & suddenly felt hungry! Tt joker, didnt know he got money hidden in his pouch. LOL.
Went Mac eat, & a GEHGAN me, go buy happy meal for $5. I SHUD HAVE BOUGHT THE EVM LAH! Cost only 65cents more, coming with an extra piece of Hotcake & a Hashbrown. DAMN! -.- Im feeling full now, after DRINKING two cups of coffee! (Must recoup LOSSES!)
Ate & Slacked awhile more, & I took a bus home at 5plus, & Im here now, BLOGGING! :DDD
Later got training, I sure keep yawn and yawn and yawn and yawn and yawn. -.-
ALRIGHT, shall end with this: GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

MY PRETTY FRAGRANT FOOT(:

ABSOLUTE RETARDS~

I know you still love your ex, but I promise, I will give my all to you, & I'll try to be the best for you!

LAZINESS~

2009-08-07T17:00:00.001+08:00

Im seriously getting too lazy to post regularly nowadays. Its either I have no time, or jus plain LAZINESS. -.-

Anw, as usual, back to sharing wad happened this few days.

TUESDAY.
Had sch, PROGRAMMING. Was a stressful day with programming, as I didnt really understand much, & it seemed something wrong was going on between a group member of mine, and me. -.- But all was fine after tt! :DDD
Went CWP awhile with YuHan&Karine after lessons, walked arnd, & i left to meet Nicole, Jaz, Irf. Went OCC, Yishun, to play POOL! :DDD Played till 9plus, & left for home!

WEDNESDAY.
Was Enterprise, & I actually slacked @ Coffeeshop till 1.30 then go back class. LOL! Of cos, tio gan by FOONGYUHAN MASTER! =x did my part, & i think the faci will gimme D, cos I think he couldn't stand me. HAHA! Fucking lessons ended quite late, cos of some FUNNY events happening, which eventually pissed the faci off, WHICH AMUSES ME! HAHAHAAHHAAHAHA!
Anw, went CCK to meet Karineh for cheer(: match against Balestier Khalsa, & i think we won 3-1(:
Amelia&Theresa went home straight from TPY, but i went back CCK first then train home as my things were thr. Homed @ 11plus(:

THURSDAY.
Was PISSED in the morning, cos I was being scolded & given attitude early in the morning, straight when i stepped into class. -.-
However, was better after the 1st break, but still carried on doing my own things, LOL! Went coffeeshop eat lunch, & got Cai. LOL. Slacked till 1 lidat, then go back class do my work. Was back to my original self after tt! HAHA! :DDDDDDDDDD
After sch, met Nicole&Co, headed to CWP for THEIR dinner(or so i guess), & left for SP! Was late again, -.- training was average&quite slack i mus say, HAHA. Went suppering after training, & trained home, reaching home @ 1 AGAIN. -.-

FRIDAY.
& I DIDNT ATTEND SCH TODAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was too lazy to go, PLUS, i heard frm other class ppl tt Math v hard, SO DECIDED TO PON!
Kena-ed a lecture by my parents though, & now buay gam with father again. STUPID. -.-
I really dowan say my father, but he ah. HAI. -.-
Was webcamming with Amelia jus now, & took some SCREENSHOTS! But she haven't edit yet, so maybe tmr or wad then post! :D
Upload the raw ones first. (SHHHHHH don't tell Amelia, xDDD)
Rotting @ home currently, SO BORED! Later MUST go out slack at nite. HAHA!

I think maybe next time i shall jus post when interesting things come out, or when there are some things i wanna share or vent out. Read wad I did everyday like STUPID&BORING only, LOL!

Alright, WE SHALL SEE! :DDDDDD

LOL @ this one!!! xDDD

After so long, I still ain't clear about my feelings, but I think it has always been YOU!

UGLY-FRINGE!

2009-08-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

DAM! I suddenly feel so pissed abt my fringe. I FEEL LIKE CUTTING AWAY THE WHOLE THING! FUCK!

Grr. Anw, fatigue & brief sickness has been killing me these few days! & it all started from Thurs...

THURSDAY.

Had sch, but ran off during 2nd break! HEH! Went CWP TimeZone for some fun with YuHan, & off to TPY after tt! Played the 'English Game' in the train with YuHan, & I WON! HAH! She had to treat me to a drink, & guess wad, its MILK TEA! :DDD
Went to see her doctor, & trained back to Woodlands for lunch! Played the same thing on the train again, all the way till before we step into the foodcourt @ CWP. Actually is say hao loser sponsor $2 for winner to makan, but some SORE-LOSER dowan pay! LOL! (dont angry ah yuhan, xD) okay, so i ate the QiuLianBanMian thr, & i think the CWP branch one shud be called Salt-Is-Free-BanMian(: The soup taste like fucking seawater. DAMMMMMMMMMM salty lah!
Could not finish my food as YuHan father waiting for her alr, & Nicole&Co. kpkb alr. LOL.
So rushed off to meet them @ mrt station, & headed to SP! & i was shooted for suggesting to WALK from Dover MRT to tt place instead of taking a bus frm Clementi. -.-
Anw, training was FUN! I finally learnt how to do a PROPER bank shot! Stayed back after training to play some free&easy pool(: & i realised, 'wow, im not tt bad after all.' HAHA!
Played till 11, & headed to Clementi(: went to have supper @ a coffeeshop near the mrt station, & trained back frm Clementi to AMK. Reached home at 1 A.M. PEOPLE, with a SPLITTING headache. -.-

FRIDAY.

So, cudn't wake up at all! Woke up @ 9plus, prepared & headed to sch(: was surprised tt i could still get a B for the module. So after sch, went training with Karine, Joseph & Diana(: training was tough, as it was much focused on PHYSICAL. & thx to KARINE, both of us had an extra workout of 6 rounds arnd the track! Hmm, i find it a good thing though(: Training ended, & trained home with Diana, as Amelia,Theresa,JunYan took cab, but i bo $$. LOL. Slept at 2 tt nite.

SATURDAY.

Woke up @ 3plus, LOL. & practically rotted at home as my body was tired all over. I WAS WALKING LIKE A ROBOT! -.- Had dinner at home, watched TV till 9plus, bathed & went to find XiaoJie to slack(: Met, went Kpool race 2 first, HAHA. Long time never play with him alr, & I'm so glad we could play for awhile(: Went to a block nearby to slack, chat(: Saw KuanLeng, & chatted awhile with him(: After KuanLeng left, XJ & I talked abt some problems we had. & i really pity him, as he has done so much for his girlfren, but instead of appreciating wad he has done, she takes advantage of it, & I think my great brother is under alot, alot of pressure. PRAY. LOL! Homed @ arnd 1, & slept arnd 2(:

SUNDAY.

Had headache AGAIN, & didnt attend service. hmm, mixed feelings regarding this. HAHA.
Woke up @ 10plus, & rotted till Mother bought Mac for me for lunch, which did not turn out to be a good thing! Had lunch, prepared, met MANGOHUI & Theresa for awhile, & rushed off to CCK. Match, SAF VS Tampines Rovers. WE WON 2-1, & the best part is, NOR ALAM SHAH was red-carded OFF! xDDD & i actually had diarrohea TWICE during the match. -.- After the game, headed back to CCK, & homed straight after tt(: slept quite early(:

MONDAY.

Theresa & Amelia didnt attend sch today, & I was late, so met Karine before going sch, as she was late too! xD & I was diarrhoea-ing since i woke up. -.- Dono shit how many times today alr. -.- I gehkiang-ed, & I had to treat Karine to LemonTea, oweing her one more. Lessons quite normal today. After sch, quickly rushed our RJ, & off to SAKAE with YuHan & Karine! Had the buffet, & I LOVE IT MAN!!! ROAR! YuHan was sot, so she didnt eat much. Instead, she took alot of fotos using my phone. -.-
Finished up everything, & desert was never so filling. I was pushed to eat SIX strawberry smiles! -.- cant believe the two girls dono how to appreciate the strawberry smiles. -.-
After the meal, went arcade as YuHan wanna play her 'Dinosaur', LOL. Karine play dam FUNNY! She play until v pekchek, then her expression&actions v amusing. HAHA! After the game, headed home! :DDDDD Immediately went to shit when i reached home, followed by sleeping, & im super fresh now, which is not a good thing. -.-
ALRIGHT PPL, ENJOY THE PHOTOS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TALK TO MY NOSTRILS~

There's dessert in my mouth. -.-

RANDOM!

AND NOW, THE FOOD-EATING EXPRESSION COMPETITION!

V.S.

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BUT! Nothing beats this WINNER!

*Absolute Retard*

Feeling - WEIRD, UNCOMFORTABLE.

2009-07-29T23:01:00.001+08:00

HEY PEEPS! Seems like its been a few days since i updated. Well, for the past 2-3 days, the surface, physical, has been great for me! Im All Smiles!; but only on the surface! Deep within, there are some things tt have been known once again, & i feel funny. I don't know how to show my maturity, without changing my noisy attitude! When i'm noisy, people think i'm childish. When i'm quiet, they think i'm either sad, unhappy, or out of my mind. I don't know how to explain this feeling, but I know the me presented to everyone, is not EVERYTHING abt me! & it's kind of bugging me bcos it has given me problems for a few times alr. I seriously don't know how to handle it!!! :O

Okay, anw, past few days have been boring, so shall not mention! Today's my uncle's birthday! SO, i didnt go for match today, in order to celebrate his birthday tgt! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Things were fine, enjoyable, HAPPY when we were having dinner, & I truly enjoy the feeling!
But now, awkwardness, uncomfort, & self-doubt is filling my mind. I need to transform to MegaEMO alr! -.-

Bros over Girls.?

HANGOVER.

2009-07-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

Caught The Hangover with YuHan today. Was nice! :DDD
Met Karine, had a quick dinner together, walked arnd Lot1, and trained back to AMK!
Went ChongBoon area to find XiaoJie&SiewHoon, & slacked awhile(:
It was a last-minute decision. SORRY STEPH!
& I'm at home now, realising that my life is getting boring.
I feel especially bored during weekends, when it is the only time for me to go out and enjoy, but yet i waste them away.
SIAN.

Clueless.

2009-07-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went home straight after school, nua-ed awhile, and trained to Novena to meet Samantha&Beverly(: Had roughly a 10-min walk to the ThomsonRoadBaptistChurch for LUWEI PERFORMING ARTS 2x YEARS ANNI! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Met KELVIN, JACOB, CORINNE, LINDSEY, ALEX THERE! MISS THEM MANZXZXZXZXZ~
Had some Worship&Fun, & left for home at arnd 10(:

Woke up @ 8.30 this morning, & i was still late for PoolTraining today, BY AN HOUR! LOL! Today Eugene&Co. didnt come, only me, lonely me. Thank God for giving me sociability! HAH! Blended in with a bunch of guys&girls, and we blended well! :DDD Now i no need shy alr, WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! After training, trained back to Hougang for lunch with NGSIEWKIANG. & guess wad we ate? BAN MIAN! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I love the BanMian there, SERIOUSLY! Lunched till 5 lidat, & I realised by the time i reach Church, Fellowship end alr. -.- SO! Left for home instead, while SiewKiang went NDP with her JC CLASSMATE. LOL. Practically slacked arnd home @ nite for this two days, & i feel so uneasy. I'm a night owl, I NEED TO GO OUT & RELEASE MY ENERGY @ NITE! ROAR~!

I don't know. Say you love me! :O

Wednesday, Thursday.

2009-07-24T09:01:00.004+08:00

Wed was an INTERESTING day in school! Whole class had to wear formal for the day, :DDDD

I think I looked quite alright in my 'formal' wear, but ppl say i look like taxi driver! -.-

OVERALL, IT WAS FUN! :D

Yesterday was an extremely tiring and headache-ful day. Had sch as usual till 4 lidat, then went CausewayPoint with YuHan for my 'dinner' before going to SP. We were playing a word game & it slowly transformed into a vulgarity game! LOL! After having our food and all, we went out to the MRT Station there & chatted for a while, while waiting for Eugene, Stan and Andy. They came, YuHan left, & we 4 headed to SP for our very first Pool Training! I tell you, from Dover MRT walk to the clubhouse only hor, is our first routine for every training, training for STAMINA, if you know wad i mean. -.-
Reached, & trained(: As we already knew the basics, the four of us were slacking arnd, shooting loose balls all over. We even went to GehKiang go start a 9Ball game, & we got our just desserts - Tio shoot by the coach. -.- After tt, serious alr loh. Learnt the PROPER technique to Stop Ball, and I practised, practised, practised! Hmm, still not tt good, but at least now i know where to hit the ball! :D training ended at 10, & we stayed thr to play free&easy pool thr till 11(: Realised tt there are rather good players in the team! & I need my own cue! RARR! Someone buy it for me pleaseeeeeeee~ Left there at arnd 11, & cabbed home, as we were too lazy, & dono the way. The ride was fast, reached home @ arnd 11.45, & only paid $3 for the cab fare. CHEAP! was having a headache, so reached home, ate panadol, & GOODNITE! :D

Today I woke up late again. ZzZ. Luckily, Amelia and Theresa decided to cab to sch, so they waited for me & we cabbed(: Reached RP, & saw Stephanie in her Formal wear! :DDDDDDD
& im v cold now, & i gotta do work alr, so...

TO BE CONTINUED, MAYBE TMR(: ... ...

PHOTOS(:

-.-

RANDOM!

N.G.!

W14G <3

RANDOM!

Master&Toy(:

Wednesday, Thursday.

2009-07-24T09:01:00.001+08:00

FAMILY.

2009-07-23T08:58:00.003+08:00

Master&Toy(:

Yesterday went home straight after school, in my taxi-driver looking clothes. -.-
NUA-ed at home till parents came back & went to NEWYORK to have dinner(:
hmm, i dont really like eating newyork, but thank God i found something nice to eat, PASTA! :D
The rest of the food isn't tt good, IMO. zz, my parents ordered alot of mushroom-related foods. MACHAM having MUSHROOM FEAST! -.- couldn't finish our food, so packed up the fried stuffs & brought them along with me to XiaoJie house thr(: Slacked with him for awhile, & we were chatting at alot of possibilities and questions about covering up for murders and rumours etc. I heard from him tt Michael Jackson's corpse was found @ NeverLand arnd two years ago. & so everything seems so strange now. It's just tt simple, people are lazy to really go and dwell deep to find out the truth. Went home at 10plus & wanted to use the com, but alot of technical fault! was pekchek & decided not to use. -.-

I just reached sch. ALRIGHT, OFF TO WORK! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SLEEPING - ANAESTHESIA.

2009-07-22T09:10:00.002+08:00

I wanna slp now. A lot is going on in my mind, & it's affecting my mood. I wanna sleep, to temporarily take away the mixed feelings in me. I wanna sleep, so I can wake up feeling fresh, anew! I wanna stay happy~

NEW SKIN.

2009-07-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

SIEWKIANG'S BIRTHDAY(:

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! & if im not wrong, its TOHWENHUI'S old skin. LOL. but tis is REALLY, REALLY, NICE! :DDD

Alright! Sch days as per normal~
Ytd after sch went KFC to makan with YUHAN&STEPH(: After tt, slacked arnd @ mac and went to TIMEZONE for some fun! (Them, not me. THEIR the kids!) Went home @ arnd 6.30, had dinner, used com, bla-ed with mainly yuhan & steph thru msn, and NITE FOR ME! :DDD

TODAY HAD PROGRAMMING. quite diff to understand actually. Sian loh, but in the end still can do! :DDDDD
After sch met Steph, and her classmates. All girls, & I was SUPER PAISEH! -.- went CWP's G2000, as Steph fren wanna find formal wear for Enterprise(: After tt, went STARBUCKS for coffee, & slacked awhile thr. THE CARAMEL MUFFIN FUCKING NICE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Headed to BukitBatok, WestMall, with Steph, to get some things. Went the MAC thr slack and chit chat till 8plus, & sent her home(: HER CONDO SCARY ONE, CAN LOST ONE! -.-
Headed home, & reached only @ 10.30. LATE LOH! Was trying out some clothes just now to figure out how to wear formally&stylishly to sch tmr, & I think i got it JUST RITE. :DDDDDDD

K, i'll end here! NITE PEOPLE! :D

I'm Glad To Have Great Brothers, Like Sean, Jin, Nigel, WilsonS, Nicholas, & not forgetting SEC SCH BROS! :DDDDDDDDD

You Make Me SMILE((((((((((((:

ENLIGHTENMENT!

2009-07-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

1. Enjoy playing and doing wad you like to do while you still can, meaning now.
2. Look on the bright side to alot of things, bcos you know although you dont like to do them, but you will have to do those things in order to receive better things in the future.
3. Anything you do, do it for yourself, and not for others!
4. Do something because you like it!
5. Enjoy life now, cos in SINGAPORE, you cant enjoy life ANYMORE when you start working.
6. If you decide to do something, make sure you do your best! & tt after doing it, you wont regret!
7. LASTLY! TREASURE YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL FRENS! THEY ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRENS IN THE PAST, NOW, AND IN THE FUTURE!

COURTESY OF LIUXIAOJIE, LONG-TIME BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(:

Yesterday had match! but SAF lost 2-0 to super reds. the linesman and ref all pajiao and kisiao one. -.- nth else much ytd(:

TODAY! KENA PUT AEROPLANE BY SOMEONE. nvm. So afternoon went tuanqi! learnt abt Methodist, okokay lah, dont really get it. LOL. nvm. Then evening went CDC find Nicholas BRO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Had BBQ session thr, awhile nia, then slacked thr awhile, played games, and then left. LOL!
Went back AMK with Nick, then went our seperate ways. I went to find XIAOJIE! V HAPPY! THANK GOD I SLACKED WITH HIM TODAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so, reached his house thr arnd 10. Slacked & we talked abt our lives now. Obviously, both of us prefer our secondary school life, where we can play like nobody business. oh how WE miss sec sch life. now all of us busy with our own things, tt we dont even have time for ourselves. its important to have time for ourselves, to do wad we like. We chatted abt life, & he taught me alot of things. PEOPLE, DO WAD YOU LIKE NOW WHEN YOU STILL CAN. ONCE YOU'RE IN THE WORKING SOCIETY, YOU WONT HAVE TIME TO DO THINGS THAT YOU LIKE ANYMORE. & i realised my family doesn't understand how i feel & think at all! regretted not playing to the MAX when i was in sec sch, super regret wasting my time doing shit when i was young. How much i wish i could freeze time~
ANW, went home at 12plus, & reached home at 12.30, cos of my parents. -.-
BUT! IM SO HAPPY NOW! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
NITE!

MIXED.

2009-07-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

RARRRR! LOL! i love roaring nowadays! ANYWAYS, its been a CRAZY week so far, and im glad things have been cleared up between us! YAY! HAPPY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anw, yesterday had training! :DDDDD
& I finally learned how to SQUAT! YES PPL! DONT LAUGH! I SERIOUSLY JUS LEARNT HOW TO SQUAT PROPERLY! -.- soooo, whole training ytd was focused on doing toss and BKT.
steady sia the BKT group, ALL GIRLS! *CLAPS* :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
then was conditioning. walao KILLER man the conditioning. Wanna vomit blood. Makan-ed, and homed! & i only slept at 2plus ytd! ... ... ...

so now you can imagine how tired i am today? i woke up late, YET AGAIN. & i found myself unable to turn my head to the right. -.- anw, today SA also wanted to late, so we both slowly slowly, take our time, blahblahblah. LOL! Amelia dowan late, so she went to sch first. Met Sa, and trained to woodlands to meet her GOOD FREN, CherryQQ! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
We went to kfc SIT. never buy anything from thr at all, & i still v buay paiseh-ing-ly sit thr eat my own bread. LOL. went back to class, & class as normal today. Some cork act happened during lunchbreak. wthhhhhhhhhhhhh. -.- & when i went back class, only left me & kenneth in the grp. EVEN MORE CORK ACT! -.- in the end, we two present. lucky got STEPHANIE chat with me. THX GIRL! :DDDDD we two same birthday sia!!! HOHO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
After tt got programming UT, & most ppl will say, "dont talk abt it". if not, it will be like tis, "@#%!$%$^%#^@#%#$%$@#$@$!@$@#$!@$@#%@#%$#" -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
Went back AMK soon after UT, waited for Sa to meet up with junyan, then went kpool play awhile(: saw ryan thr, & i lost to him in a race to 2. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
HAD DINNER AT HOME! :DDD long time never eat home food alr, & i love it! THX MUMMY!

Things have been cleared up, and im glad we're alright now. I really feel v happy and comfortable talking to you, but when i think deeper into things, i will feel sad and discouraged. im so MIXED UP!!! ):

FUCKED UP.

2009-07-14T13:33:00.002+08:00

im pissed now! damn it. need give attitude? -.-

anw, having programming today, & i realised i am quite confused, and very pekchek. i dowan to do anymore. FUCK.

Yesterday went to cut and dye hair after school with Sean. In the end Sean didnt dye. lol. I dono if my hair looks nicer or uglier now. -.-

FRUITFUL WEEKEND(:

2009-07-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE! IM BACK TO POST! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

FRIDAY ~
nothing much on fri i guess. Went sch, had lessons, ended school, went home to put bag, and CHIONG to CCK for Karine's cell group meeting. Wad can i say man? it was a very fresh experience for me(: but after the meeting i had a v bad shoulder ache, which in turn led to a neck ache, which is UNBEARABLE! -.- so went home, and straight DOWN on my bed.

SATURDAY ~
morning wake up, neck still pain, so i didnt go for Luwei's audition. & i feel superduperhyper bad abt it, cos i promised Lindsey, but in the end i didn't make it. -.-
So, rotted at home for the whole day until evening, felt better, due to afternoon nap! So evening went to prepare to meet THIAJIEWEI! she say 7, in the end muo until 7plus 8 then met. LOL! trained down to Marina Square to find SiewKiang KuanLeng and others, to celebrate SIEWKIANG's 17TH BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
anw, they were having buffet, while Jiewei and I headed to Han's for dinner, due to some issues abt time and coordination. Met up again after dinner for the 'Cake Session'. MUAHAHAHAHA!
This year not really fun. Jus a $25 Han's cake smashed on her face, nothing really exciting. Maybe cos at town ah, then cant make until jiajialat, lol. After cleaning up and everything, went to play POOL! :DDDDD Kenneth the noob keep losing, and he even lost to Beverly. But understandable lah, after all, Beverly is Ryan teach come out one mah. HEHE. Wah and Siewkiang jiewei xinni all know how to play pool alr. Tt's GOOD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
There was a very sick conversation on xinni and her cleavage. -.-
played till 12.45 lidat, then jiewei kenneth and I cabbed down to Thomson while the rest cabbed home(: we 3 slacked awhile with Ryan and Weijian. WALAO SO LONG NEVER SEE THEM ALR! slacked till 2plus lidat, then jiewei and i cabbed home first. Reached home, and decided not to slp, cos i gona have performance very early next day, and i scared cant wake up. SO! used com! used awhile, chat chat with SIEWKIANG, and I got all excited and HAPPY after listening to her sharing about something! HEHE. I'll pray for her! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SUNDAY ~
So used com till 4plus 5, then went to prepare and all, and met Amelia, Theresa and JunYan. Cabbed down to CCK STADIUM. Headed to an event called 'Mass Cycling & Walk' to perform(:
It was v early, weather was cold, so we couldn't really warm up our muscles. so during rehearsal, v jialat. But thank God we pulled it off during the actual performance(: after the event, went back to stadium for breakfast, and slacked till 10plus 11 to meet YiMiao and her fren. along with Karine(: went for CHC's service today, and really thank God for blessing with me determination, energy and focus during sermon, cos initially i was falling asleep alr, but in the end i could focus and i learnt alot from the preacher today(: PRAISE THE LORD! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
went back to stadium to slp after service, as we were superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired. -.-
Had match against SengkangPunggol jus now, and we won 2-0. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
okay! shall stop here! my eyes shutting alr! NITE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sister, sorry abt the thing that happened a few days ago. It was a small problem, and im sorry abt it. I dont wanna see our long time frenship jus be blown away bcos of a small misunderstanding. I really dono how to face you to tell you tis, so i shall jus tell you here and hope that you read tis. I hope after reading tis, we will be able to be like we were before we quarreled. Chatting non-stop and crazily etc etc. SORRY SISTER! =/

~

Bad Day.

2009-07-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

This is the first time in school i feel like a fool when doing presentation. Its not that i dono a single shit, its jus that there are too many brains and too little points to cover. To think i was so stupid enough to even do my task, when i knew similar points were going to be presented. I am sucha fool.

The first photo i took with Amelia. (I think!)

Egos.

PHOTOS!

2009-07-08T13:31:00.002+08:00

YES! I've learnt how to upload photos on blog! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Some retarded photos(:

I like the bun(:

YOUNG PUNKS!

2009-07-08T12:47:00.002+08:00

YO! Had match yesterday! SAF VS GOMBAK.
And if i did not rmb wrongly the score was SAF 4 -1 Gombak. ROAR!
then those Gombak sore losers, keep provoking. -.-
worse somemore, all are YPs! HAI. -.-
Almost fought, but the SAF security stopped everything.
After tt slacked with NAD and ADI @ TEMPON!
Slacked till 10.45 lidat then went to MAC! ADI TREATED US SIAAAAAAAAAAA! THANKS!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Homed at 11plus, and only reached home at 12!
was dam tired, so slept at 12.30(:

CURRENTLY HAVING LESSONS!
& im gonna snap soon.
I HATE MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank God there was AmeliaTanHuiQi to save me. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
She sent me her worksheet. THANKS AMELIA!
Just took retarded photos with FOONGYUHAN. I HAVE OFFICIALLY BECOME HER TOY. -.-

Off to study~~~

MESSING UP.

2009-07-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

HOHO! ANOTHER DAY OF POSTING. :D

Well, had MATCH on Friday, and SAF WON 3-1! :D
That's the only high on fri i guess. Ohya, and the whole SAF was so into the Indian thingy. LOL!

Sat was a boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. -.-
Morning went to pay respects to my grandparents(:
After that I actually wanted to go straight to church for fellowship, but was TOO EARLY!
so, went home to take a nap before going. And the result : LATE!
seriously, i was dam tired, so when i woke up i jus slowly prepared. S-L-O-W-L-Y.
After fellowhsip, went back home to have dinner. My nanny and family came! :DDDDDDDDDD
was so happy as i haven't seen them for a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time.
Watched Harry Potter on Channel 5, and slept as soon after the show ended(:
ohya, i gave JieWei the wrong suggestion, causing her extra trouble. SORRY BRO!

TODAY - MY 1ST CHEER PERFORMANCE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was excited, and i woke up at 4.45 lidat. Bathed and everything, and cabbed down to CCK STADIUM. Reached arnd 6.35, and prepared to go HORTPARK. Cab fare was cheaper today, as there was no peak charge or midnight charge(:
& YES, i messed up at 3rd stunt. SORRY! =/
nua-ed thr, having breakfast(branch to be exact). and we realised KARINE CAN REALLY EAT!
After that was the lucky draw, & SAF ppl won alot of prizes! AND THAT FRO-DO WON A 1K PLUS LONGINES WATCH! -.-
anws, SAF can open restaurant alr. The SAF people won 3 rice cookers, and one soup pot. ZAI RITE?! LOL!
Thing ended and headed back to cck. Went home after tt, and slept till evening.
Jus came back from slacking with KENNETHLUAHJINKAI. Long time never see him alr, and he's still as cock. LOL! Really miss those days tt the few of us always slack together, either at thomson or anywhere. I shall find one day go thomson have prata and slack with Kenneth, Ryan, WeiJian and XiaoJie! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

FUCKTARD.

2009-07-03T14:14:00.005+08:00

Went home early yesterday and had dinner with family(: its been a long time since i ate with them. After dinner i went to sleep straight, and woke up again at 12plus. Slept again at 3plus, and woke up today at 6.30. One word = TIRED!

Today is dam sian, reached school, and i had NO THERMOMETER. Thanks to Theresa, i managed to cheat my way into school. HEHE. THANKS SIS! :D
OUR DEAR MoonWalker faci has been in contact with a suspected H1N1 case, and he didnt come today. Then a LANJIAO faci took over him. Totally never do work, (k lah, at least did ONE question; =x) and the whole day is DAMMMMMMMMMM BORED!
Feeqar helped me massage my shoulders, which are dam SUAN. She's good at it man! THX YO!
Thank GOD got beloved JIEWEI KOR to pei me chat! HAHA.
Called HIM(xD) to chat for awhile, before HE continued MUGGING. Poor thing, poly still need to mug until as if you're in JC.
Webcamming with her now, but she M.I.A. -.-
Today the replacement faci sibei guailan. Whole class dont like him. EH GO SUCK YOUR DOG'S DICK LAH HOR FUCKTARD! -.-

LATER GOT MATCH, VS ALBIREX NAGATA, A.K.A. JAPAN FEEDER FC.
IM DEFINITE SAF WILL WIN! :D

I didn't know jiewei could be so feminine. Im STUNNED.

Stupidity and Rushing into conclusions DONT PAY OFF.

2009-07-02T11:16:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Had match on Tues, with WOODLANDS WELLINGTON, A.K.A. KAMBENG. LOL!
We thrashed them, 4-1! WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Yesterday, had training! was our last training before Sunday's performance, and some main problems occured. Well, hope everything can go smoothly on Sunday! :D
Reacted stupidly yesterday due to some things, and i really feel so stupid reacting that way. -.-

Anyways, IN SCHOOL NOW! :D
Chatted with YuHan just now, and told her everything. She gave me her views on the situation, and it makes sense. I feel so much better now(: THX YUHAN!!! :D
WALAO POOL TRAINING CANCELLED! -.-

Sorry to the two parties that i have caused trouble for! *

~

2009-06-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

Well, back to posting! haha! hmm went to CHC for bible study andSt.James on Thursday.

Went CHC with Karine, YiMiao and Qiyu at evening/nite. Was kena suanned by Karine all the way during the trip to Expo, thus in conclusion, her name is SUANSTER! Reached the hall and met my BELOVED REENA SISTA! It was all in the Holy Spirit's works, as she was sitting just two rows above me! :D learnt alot during the sermon, and i got to know of a v interesting question. Shall reveal tt later! :D

Had quite an enjoyable time at St.James letting my stress flow OFF! :D but I had to cab back home straight after the event, so cabbed back with Valerie, and the whole journey cost abt 30bucks! DAMN IM PENNILESS. -.-

Dam tired on Fri, but i still managed to pull myself up to attend maths lesson(E-learning SUCKS!!!). Did the ws, and handed it up, and i played FIFA 08 for the rest of the afternoon. Then, had training at nite(: im pretty excited about the performance! :D

Shall skip to Sunday as Sat was a DAM BORING DAY.

Went service in the morning, and was 30mins LATE. -.-
Thank God i made it for the sermon, and it was an inspiring one by Elder Eugene! How sad he has been sent to another church for ministry. Its one YEAR! Well, Thank God i got to at least attend his final sermon, and i found it extremely inspiring and remindful. It was about the unconditional and extreme love God had for us, that He sent down His only Son to sacrifice Himself to clear our sins. I was reminded that I will never be alone. And so, had MEESIAM after service, and MEESIAM again for lunch(it reminded me of something EWW). Had Sunday Class, and I asked the interesting question that i had heard during thurday's Bible Study:
Should We Pray For Saturn?
Well, received some constructive replies from God, through my teachers(:

After tt, lunched and slacked in Church till 4pm. I learnt how to play the DRUM, AND I ENJOY PLAYING IT! :D

Met Sean at Serangoon, headed down to Hougang, played awhile of pool and met up with Zig and Benny. Headed to Valerie's house for her BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Went off early before my mother started calling and nagging away. LOL!

Today, was too tired to wake up, and pissed with my internet, and was feeling abit sick, so gave cognitive a miss eventually. =x
As usual, played FIFA08 again until evening, and met up with Theresa, Amelia, JunYan and AHGAN! LONG TIME NO SEE! :D AhGAN went CityHall, while we went for training. As usual, enjoyed training today! :D
But I saw a scene which I didnt like at all, but could only stop myself from reacting to it, or else things will become unpleasant. Training ended, went to pangsai, went back to barrack to eat and HOME! :D

I hope things aren't really what they seem to be.

2009-06-26T12:31:00.002+08:00

HEY YO, IM HERE TO POST!

Well, shall talk about three days ago. HAHA. Watched Ghost of Girlfriends' Past on Tues with JINGWEN BAOBEI, Benny, Joan, Kaixin, and Kaixin's fren. It was a VERY NICE SHOW! :D

Wed, was enterprise! Yuhan's team only got 3 people, and so they split to different groups. Yuhan came to my group, and she literally treated me like her toy or something. STILL MAKE ME PAISEH INFRONT OF JIEWEI VIA WEBCAM. -.-
Lesson was boring, so webcammed with AMANDATAY, and she really has this REAL CLASSIC RETARD FACE. HAHA! After school had TRAINING, but it was raining, so took a cab down instead, with theresa junyan amelia. Trained, and i was treated to an Mango Tea and an ELBOW by DIANA. Anw, thx for the mango tea! :D blahed, and homed! Had a headache, so went to SNORE after my bath!

Yesterday, did E-learning at home till 3.30, which is a total waste of time. I was playing ps2 the whole time. Worst thing is, HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8.30! -.-
After tt, went to prepare and left for CCK to meet Karine, YiMiao and QiYu. Went from CCK to EXPO for mass Bible Study(: Guess wad? I SAW REENA SISTER! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
After tt rushed to St.James for event. Club is rather fun, enjoyable! I enjoyed dancing thr(:
Club ended, and cabbed home. THE CAB FARE BURNED A WHOLE IN MY POCKET. -.-
Reached home at abt 4, and slept immediately.

& I WAS BEING FORCED TO WAKE UP AT 8.30 THIS MORNING! GRR! AND THE STUPID INTERNET OF MY HOUSE COULDNT WORK! -.- but anw, im done with my work! Training later, AND IM EXCITED! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

The HAPPY Days~

2009-06-23T08:35:00.002+08:00

As usual, had sch ytd. Sch was boring and usual though, so shall not explain in detail. After sch, had IG briefing, blah blah blah...

After tt, headed back to AMK KPOOL! :D played a round of billiard with Eugene and Gene, & i played like a doggy. -.-
AhGan and Amelia came soon, and after billiard, played POOL with AHGAN! xD
HAHA. Had alot of fun playing with them(:
We cocked alot alot alot alot ALOT! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Felt very happy, and i missed those days when the whole class cocked like SIAO!
Fishing&Prawning. LOL! I MISS 4E3! :D

back to lessons~

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

2009-06-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl! today is Fathers' Day, as well as YUHAN'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHORTY! :D

Well, woke up really early in the morning for service, and i admit, i slept during preaching! =x

In Sunday class, learned some really chimological things, and i dont really get it. The Lord doesnt want us to be judgemental, but how on Earth are we not gonna be judgemental?! How would we live then? Cmon, even saying something is nice or cute is also being judgemental. Even that is a sin? OH LORD, PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE TRUTHS!

Anw, had lunch with church bros and sistas, and HOMED! Slept for three full hours as i was tired. At nite, had dinner outside with parents(:

Im feeling so lonely now. Perhaps i feel lonely all the time when im not with you.
Its like my heart has a DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP HOLE now.
I REALLY MISS YOU! ):

2009-06-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

WAH. Today is so boring. -.- so was the first week of sch. Shall just share two interesting things that happened this week(:

On Wednesday and Thursday, after school, went Hougang Plaza with Sean to play pool(: K lah, Thursday WILSONTANWEILOONG was arnd. & I realised I deproved. But nvm though, cos i had a happy, enjoyable and PROBLEM-FREE time when i was playing. CHEERS! :D
Ohya, Benny came to find us for both days too(:
& here comes the disgusting part: After playing pool, when walking to the MRT station, we saw this SISSY who is like 180?cm tall. Wah he is dam sexy(*PUKES*). He wears a FENG-FEI-FEI cap, and a DRESS, with BLACK STOCKINGS! (YUCK! -.-)

Also, i have lost my much needed voice. & i've become a laughing stock, as i sound like a tranny now, and i always ZouYing. PEOPLE PLS PRAY FOR ME TO GET BACK MY VOICE!!! (:

There's really alot of things in my mind, and how much i wish i could just express them to you. Sadly, I cant, as i know the consequences would hurt me even more.

REALLY GOING BONKERS!

2009-06-18T09:19:00.002+08:00

How can i ever make you happy when you're with me?

2009-06-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

Me being with her seems more and more impossible. With more people joining in the race now, and us having lesser and lesser opportunities to talk now, not to mention she always seems irritated and disgusted by my actions, how is it possible you tell me? It's gona be two months since i loved her soon, and no fruit is bearing from my plantings. HAI. This is the reason why i wanted us to be together asap. Now it seems ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

DEVASTATION!

LORD, PLEASE HELP ME!!!

2009-06-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

I've just been informed of a news, and i can only act as if im happy for her. -.-

I forsee lots of devastation for me. OH LORD, PLEASE LET ME OVERCOME IT!'

SADDED~

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2009-06-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

HELP ME?! OR BETRAY ME?! THANKS BRO, FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, AND TO ME! THIS IS WAD YOU CALL HELP HUH? FINE. THANKS BRO, ONCE AGAIN. THANKS!

2009-06-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

HI. hmm, met nicholas bro in the afternoon to settle some matters. Then went PS with sean brobro after tt, met joan and kaixin thr(: slacked arnd thr and pei the two girls shop, and homed after tt. Im not really feeling v happy, in fact im feeling abit down. But Thank God angie sista cheered me up! its been a long time since i talked to her, and im glad i talked to her today. XIEXIE NI! (:

I'm Constantly Thinking Of You, Feeling Helpless As I Cant Do Anything About Caring For You.

2009-06-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

HI. Had class outing today at SENTOSA! Was a good experience(: After tt, at evening, TRAINING! YAY! Training cheered me up quite alot(: Dinnered after tt, and home sweet home!

My body now can fry egg. DAMN HOT! cos of the sunburn lah! -.-

Wadever i do seems to be wrong, and irritates you. It seems hopeless for me.

HAI. ):

2009-06-09T02:10:00.003+08:00

GREAT MAN! THANK GOD AND PRAISE HIM FOR BLESSING ME WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS TODAY, WITH NO SORROW! Actually just now i was starting to go all emo again, but thank God once again for blessing me with AMANDATAY, my BROTHER, and also His BELOVED CHILD! He really consoled me, cheered me up, and at the same time reminded me to have FAITH in HIM through Amanda. 感谢主! (:

ADRIAN IS LOVED! AND ADRIAN IS LOVING TOO!

主啊, 我永远爱你! <3

REALITY.

2009-06-08T14:02:00.002+08:00

I just cant seem to get over you. I've tried, seriously. But just a glimpse of you, anywhere, and that glimpse of you will appear in my mind every second. I cant stop thinking about you, cant stop worrying for you. Yet it is a painful fact that you have many others who are so much closer to you. I can only sit in a corner, looking at the joy you are enjoying with many others, feeling the deep pain and sorrow in my heart. Then i realised, we have totally different perceptions, and we are used to two totally different styles of loving. Its frustrating, but this IS REALITY. We're drifting apart, and it seems wadever I do, i will only further the distance between us. There is little i can do about it, except to feel the eternal pain, and to wait for YOU to pull me out of the bottomless pit...

2009-05-28T12:42:00.001+08:00

Everything is falling apart. It is getting clearer day by day. HAI.

HOT AND COLD

2009-05-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

You are HOT at times, and you are COLD at other times. We can be so close at times, yet during other times, we are so far apart from each other. Wad to do?

2009-05-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

HI. I dono why, but i recently lyk to post. I guess it acts as a medium to vent out all my feelings.

ANYWAYS, today i went to CHURCH, had service. AND, i was ENLIGHTENED! hope i will continue to rely on him rather than rely on myself. Actually wanted to go straight home after sunday lessons, but ended up eating CHICKEN RICE with weiming and jiren LAOSHI, a new churhmate and ELDER EUGENE. elder eugene treated us to the meal. THX ALOT! :D

After that, went home, rested awhile, and headed to YEW TEE, ALONE, to find shikin and karine. After having their lunch, we headed to our beloved STADIUM. OH, before tt, went to buy bubble tea. i bought OREA CRUSH, but it ended up tasting lyk MILK TEA, EXTRA SUGAR. -.-

SO, reached stadium, slacked awhile, changed and OFF to bedok stadium for MATCH, SAF VS GEYLANG. This time, we won 3-0! IN UR FACE MAN! And guess wad i had for dinner? CHICKEN RICE! ... ... ... ...

After the match, gathered back at cck stadium, and HOME SWEET HOME! i was alone from stadium all the way back home, and i didnt really enjoy the loneliness~

I kind of feel that a few of my facilitators dont really like me. I think i shud change to give them a better impression of me.

ALL of my secondary school frens seem to be SO busy nowadays, I feel that I'm the only one who can even afford the time to BLOG. How i miss those days in secondary sch. If only we were still living in the past, it would be WONDERFUL!

and i sort of realised there seems to be a gap formed between us after friday's incident, and it sort of seems to be getting bigger, and BIGGER. HAI.

2009-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

I have just ruined somebody's birthday yesterday due to my BULLSHIT MOUTH. I have jus destroyed someone's birthday, insulted someone, ruined her day, and basically, DESTROYED MY EFFORTS! I have thus concluded on my character and below is my NEW profile!

HI PPL! Im ADRIAN, AKA JERK! I am a childish bastard, and i am insensitive to other people's feelings. BE CAREFUL of my mouth, cos i have NO control over it, and my tongue KILLS people, and SELF-DESTRUCTS. Im lyk a PUSSY. I cannot control my emotions, and cannot hide them. Last of all, I AM JUS A FUCKING JOKE!

~

2009-05-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

Since i have nothing to do today, I SHALL POST! :D

Well, had chalet on sat cos of my sis's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI! then sunday went home, but was sooooooooooooooo dammmmmmm tired, so decided to nua at home till quite late then went for cheer. We were LATE! =x i based AMELIA today, and i felt more comfortable, as AMELIA trust me, and cos i know her for long time, i wasnt under much pressure. PERSONALLY, i felt that i improved, but idk wad the coaches they all think.

MONDAY! BLUES! Had an argument with the class's 'beloved and most fragrant breath' MYANMAR GIRL. I was DAMN PISSED with her,(AND I STILL AM NOW!) -.- had a chat with faci, and i really tried to gel the team up. another four more weeks i have to tahan tis, SIANNN.

tues was programming. As usual, had no discipline, so slacked, let huyan do everything. I TELL YOU, she really is ZAI one loh! after sch, HAD CHEER PRACTICE! i went with karine and kakdee on tues, as SA, AMELIA, JY didnt go. Brushed up on my dancing and cheering, then after tt coach came, and wanted to do some stunts. He wanted to put me at main base, but i was not strong enuf, so eventually Joseph got the dirty work of main base! He was also dying alr. Heng coach faster change him to be main base before doing the full stunt, arbo when doing the full stunt, i sure hai tio ppl fall one. -.-

wed hor, was enterprise leh, then hor, i didnt really have the mood again. During presentation, i started an msn converstation about a classmate. Invited almost everyone in class, except for those we were talking bad abt, or those w/o msn, and the conver was siao one. It entertained us until the end of 6p, which was actually a blessing in disguise! arbo im sure that alot ppl will fall aslp. After sch went AJISEN eat. OMGOODNESS I LOVE AJISEN! But i was v GEHGAN. I go accidently put too much chilli in the lovely broth, then in the end i was drinking chilli soup. -.-
Slacked arnd CWP for awhile then went home!

TODAY, was a sucky day. -.- TOTALLY TIRED OUT! i lesson halfway went to the water cooler behind thr REALLY SLEEP. Then 6p tt time, I ALSO SLP! wahhhhhhhhhhhh siannnnnnn. Today v sian, i actually went home early today. Realised i had nothing to do at home. I REGRETTED BUYING EARSTUDS MAN! wasted $5 on garbage, damn! -.-

k lah, end here. my laptop batt gona flat alr. OHYA, saw my sec sch bro today, then chatted with another one in msn jus now, and i suddenly miss my secondary school brothers~

TRAUMATISING FRIDAYS.

2009-05-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

Fridays always make me emotional, most of the times unhappy. HAI. Anw, since im not gonna be arnd tmr, i shall post my school life this week now(:

Watched Ramen Girl on monday, was rather disappointing. But overall, still CAN watch lah. SO-SO only loh. I GOT INTO CUE SPORTS IG! That's something to cheer about! HAHA!

SOOOO, its time to change teams! I dont really feel good about the swops. I dono why, but it didnt seem too pleasant for me.

Had training jus now, today is TIRING loh. My stomach muscle is aching. MAKCIK said today i was very quiet. Maybe tired ba, but i dam emotionally tired today. Dono wads going on in my mind, and HEART.

I CREATED A NEW PHRASE THIS WEEK ; MY HEART CRACKED LIKE AN EGG, BROKE LIKE GLASS.

Jus let my heart carry on cracking and breaking, BYE!

2009-05-10T00:09:00.004+08:00

GREAT MAN TIS WEEK(SUMHOW TRUE BUT ABIT SARCASTIC ALSO). Anws, for the first half of the week, i was feeling quite down. Or I shud say, the 5 weekdays, i was struggling. mon and tues were okay i guess, but on wed, thur, was down abt personal probs.

So, thurs went to watch 'HORSEMEN' with classmates. It was nice, but the story didnt really tally with wad i tot the show would be like. CHRISTIANS, I URGE YOU TO GO WATCH! LOL! Ohya, on tues, had quarrel with a classmate, but eventually was fine.

MONDAY HOR, I GOT C FOR COGNITIVE, AND I DONO WHY! -.- anw, on tues i finished watching Xmen on laptop. It was NICE! ya. and this week, as usual, some teamwork issues with the SAME OLD MYANMAR GIRL. I wonder how long this will go on. -.-

AND i actually find clara cute. I mean not her lah, but her teams. dono when ah, i teamed up with her, then she, as usual, NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG, NAG until she V KANCHIONG, make the leader ALSO KANCHIONG. but of cos, i was saying in my heart, 'when will she ever SHUT UP?!' the next day even funnier, she team with two guys, SEAN and EDI. EDI, being v irritated by her every NAGGING, pointed his finger at his mouth and told her, SHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HAHA! then SEAN even funnier. When she nag about him, he straight irritated and went, 'WAD? WAD YOU WANT?' (IM LAUGHING OVER HERE RITE NOW!) AND GOT ONE SCENE, V FUNNY! EDI PUT HIS BATTERY BESIDE HER ON THE TABLE, THEN CLARA SAY, "EH, PUT ON THE FLOOR! LATER THE WHOLE THING EXPLODE!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA!

Then fri, had training. It was tough, REAL tough. not physically, but mentally. I was SO stressed with shafiq and Ayu. Hope their not mad at me, DAMN, i dono if i can persevere on. At nite chatted with karine on the phone, told her my probs, and felt GREAT!

then TODAY, went for the pool TRYOUTS, and we were late by ONE HOUR! -.- we damn paiseh, as when we walked in, the seniors' faces all stunned and dulan. goodness. then tryouts was jus hit 3balls in. I only shot in one, but i still could get in. BUT, its only PENDING. hope i can REALLY get in. then at nite, went mac with family(: after tt, sent SOMEONE home from town. We chatted all the way. I was feeling GOOD! but im jus afraid im thinking too much. HAIIIIIIIII. LASTLY, I REALISED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS GETTING FROM BAD TO WORSE. HELP!!!!! Ohya, i have a new brother, his name is GONGXI(:

2009-05-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

AKU is really tired today. And im quite pissed at this very moment because of the bloody email spams from RP. walao, all kinds of shyt thing also send to me. waste my space. -.- anw, recently have been up and down for me,sumtimes im high, sumtimes im low. emotional week. Thr were times when i actually questioned God about why my life recently is so bumpy. And thankfully, i got an answer from him today, when i attended the city harvest service with karine and ws. Really thank Him for showing me his Revelation, and sending a message to me as to how He wants me to handle my probs. Well, shall not dwell much into the details. I jus wanna praise the Lord, and thank Him(: okay, carrying on with some new Highs for me. Im officially a CHEERLEADER of the SAF WARRIORS! :D i joined them today, and im really glad to have this new hobby. Luckily there are frens in thr to help me out, because im new to cheerleading. And the ppl thr are frenly too(: i joined cos on Friday, Labour Day, very randomly, i was able to go and watch the match between Geylang Utd and SAF Warriors(not S-League hor, is Singapore Cup) then when i saw my frens cheer, i was so inspired. PLUS, i got to know the ppl thr really quick, so ya, IM A WARRIOR NOW! :D BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT, after the first training today, although my muscles still hvn start to ache yet, im sure tmr morning wake up hor, i cant even walk lyk a PROPER human being. In sec sch, my stretching all tt alr v jialat, then hor, today i lyk kena pushed to my limits in stretching. GOODNESS... but anw, im enjoying cheer so far. Well, its all the Holy Spirit's Works(: IM GOING TO EDIT SOMEBODY'S LINK NOW, AND TO THAT SOMEBODY, HOPE MY POST TODAY WONT MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL SIAO! ohya, i really hope i can have a relationship with her(:

2009-04-23T10:30:00.001+08:00

I AM GIVING UP!

2009-04-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

Im elated when i receive your sms. I feel comfortable and enjoy talking to you. Im sad when i see you with other boys I feel horrible when im not communicating with you. you are so powerful; you brighten my life when we are talking, but you kill me straight when we're not communicating. Im sooooooooo into you, and i would hope for you to feel the same. Girl, KILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE! PRAY~

OH NO!

2009-04-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

I think I have fallen for a girl.

2009-04-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

HI!